The Source of Emotions

It seems so easy. Play with your emotions, enjoy them and master them. But, showing and most of all expressing emotions, which is not the same as talking about them, is a common taboo in our culture. Actors, singers and performers are used to showing their emotions, at least in their artistic work. Normally though, the rest of us are expected to keep our emotions to ourselves. The emotions we show tend to take us over. We drown in it because we've suppressed it for far too long. Because it is forbidden to think or talk about it, we focus on the blame question. Was it my fault or was it yours? We judge and prejudge. A story begins to unfold, a pattern which we repeat over and over again. This pattern keeps, all we no longer want, in our lives alive.
Meanwhile we try to numb the unpleasant feelings, to ignore them and to suppress them. We run away from them, but inside we collect it, which starts to show more and more from the outside.

He who neglects his grief or powerlessness and hides it, looks for an out stander more sad, angry or powerless. It’s a fact that we intend to abandon sad people, harass angry people and abuse those who feel powerless. In other words, by suppressing your unwanted emotions, you attract that exact behaviour which makes you even more miserable. Hiding emotions always fails. On the contrary emotional outbursts are the result or physical conditions pop up caused by emotional suppression.
Whoever tries to neglect fear and hide behind a macho facade only fools himself. He risks far more than the ones who deal with it.

Anger is old, suppressed, not lived power and therefore power. Those who are often angry show a need for respect, more power. Don’t ask the respect of others, respect yourself, and you will be respected.
Every unpleasant emotion is in itself a treasure. Your unpleasant emotions are an invitation to discover that treasure. That's why it keeps on coming back until the treasure is found. Boredom may bring silence, anger respect, fear the joy of the adventure.
Stop thinking, talking and nagging about the causes of your bad moods. See how, by acting them out, you keep on creating the same drama.
Welcome those negative moods and play with them. Share them with others and cry or laugh about them, or both.

Whether you like it or not, once you agreed to play your roll in life, and deep inside you still do, to the full. You are an apprentice god You came here for a reason, and this reason is bigger then can be overseen in one life. Life can be considered as cruel or illogic, but I assure you, nothing is ad random nor in vain.

There are huge amounts of energies to be transformed. You volunteered for this challenge but most of you have forgotten this. But again this plan is still active, now more than ever.

Although on the surface, human kind dislikes the drams, even despises it, in essence you enjoy it; this big adventure, this 3D experiment as never performed before.
And you are doing well.

Again huge chunks of energy are coming your way, and freak you out, put you out of balance. This is very true. But from a distance you are doing very well.

Thus don’t hide your anger, death wish, ecstasy, hate, thoughts of sadism, masochism, fear.
They are notes in the song of Alawashka, of Gaia, of Earth.

Learn the notes, the song to sing; feel the symphony, hard and soft; loud and silent, like the ‘spring’.

See also Gaia?, The original experience?, Three types convictions?

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