The Arousal of the Soul

Table of contents

• The Arousal of the Soul
• Intermission
• Again we continue our story.
• Galactic influence on human kind and Earth

The Arousal of the Soul

Light workers are souls who long before the birth of the Earth and your mankind came to consciousness. Souls come in waves to consciousness. Souls are in a way infinite, in an other way not. Although the energy of a soul is part of the one Divine Substance and within this sense infinite, one can say that a soul becomes born on a certain moment, namely when the elementary form ok self-consciousness occurs. We speak of self-consciousness when a total of energies split itself from other energies. It is difficult to describe why this consciousness of self and other arises on a certain moment. Imagine the ocean; a huge amount of interacting energies. After an amount of time there is an arousal of height differences, on one place there is a higher concentration of consciousness then elsewhere. This differentiation increases, and imagine in the middle of the water, suddenly there are transparent forms arising, which move independent and have separated themselves from the ocean. There was no difference with the environment. The more concentrated part of energies did recognize its conglomerate as ‘itself’; while it felt the other energies as outside or alien. This is the birth of a rudimentary consciousness of self.
Why did the concentration become higher in certain parts of the ocean then others? This is hard to explain. Can you sense something natural in this process? When you throw seeds over a piece of land not all plants grow as fast or as high. You will soon see relief in the way of growing and blooming. It's not a matter of ‘survival of the fittest’. See the piece of land of the ocean not as a competitive battlefield, but as a feeding floor which is fruitful more on one spot then on others. The divine energy looks on an intuitive way for the optimal grow circumstances.
During the formation of individual energy concentration in the ocean (Gods substance) there are external forces influencing the ocean. You can look at it as light beams or, in analogy with the above, sun beams which warm up the piece of land and bring it to life. These beams are coming from Gods substance from where you were born. The god from who you arose as individual souls, allowed it to be irradiated by the divine force which she experienced as sublime and conscious expanding. Your God didn’t know precise where this would lead to, but allowed it to happen, she was receptive to this light force. From this teamwork of oceanic energy and the divine light beams you were born. You carried the spark of this unknown light source. The god, who gave birth to you, gave her children with this a spark with which she could create something new. Your God knew she could expand her consciousness with this. She didn’t know precisely how and what, but she felt it was good.
Souls become conscious in waves. Souls are being born in waves. The above described process is still ongoing. You are part of it in a way you hardly can comprehend. You are and creators and created yourself in this process. (We come back to this later).After the arousal of the soul as individual consciousness, she slowly leaves the oceanic consciousness that was her home for a long time. She becomes more and more aware of her separation. In this she feels a certain lack, as if she would like to belong to something. This is the lack of the state of consciousness which preceded her birth, a semi conscious, oneness ecstasy, which she remembers vaguely. It represents a state of complete security and liquidness. After her birth as self-conscious the soul starts to wander. Typical for a new born soul is that she carries a feeling of lack with her and feels the urge for wandering. Looking for what? It doesn’t matter that much. To everything. The new born soul has the need for exploration and experience.

How the soul explores and put on experience is known to you in essence. You experience the self in you own lives and you might imagine there are innumerable forms, worlds and universes where you can abide temporarily to experience how it is over there. Experiencing form like an animal or a human body is a deep and intense (learning) experience for the soul.

The development of the soul life on Earth
The development process that took place on Earth which you call the evolution of life, is in essence equal to the development and expression of a Group of souls, which we will call Earth souls. These are really the ‘natives’ of this planet. Light workers are original no Earth souls.

The Earth souls were only in the beginning of their development, when they first incarnated on Earth. After they were born as transparent conscious forms with a rudimentary self consciousness, they incarnated in the material form which suited best their consciousness: the unicellular being. As these souls developed further, experienced and integrated this in their consciousness, they had the need for more complex physical forms of expression. So aroused more complex organisms on Earth, which satisfied the inner desires of these souls. Even in this rudiment form you thus notice that consciousness is creative. From an inner felt need, consciousness creates forms in the physical World, which helps to experience and to express itself.
The substantial dynamics behind the process of evolution – the development of life towards more complex organisms – depend the level of consciousness. The evolution theory as formulated by Darwin gives a correct view on the development of the physical form, but gives no room to the substantial motor behind the evolution of these forms. This exists on conscious level. Behind every development on the material level lies a change of consciousness. The forming of new organisms end the inhabiting of it by souls is one great conscious experiment. It was not sure evolution should follow a certain line. Nor was it set in front, which forms would be created exactly. Consciousness is free and experimental and most of all adventurous. There is no God behind the curtains who delegates and knows everything. God himself his busy developing himself and, like you busy to explore new aspect in himself.

Intermission

Notice that to discover the same is here as create: when you discover a new spot in your consciousness, if you experience something completely new, consciousness will create from this discovery in the material plane, new forms. Being receptive, being open for the new is the position of a creator. Do you understand this? Doing nothing (to have a pure receptive consciousness) is the key to true creativity. Only by not knowing, you can create space for something new. This is important concerning the massive literature which exists on the subject: you create your own reality. This statement is true: your consciousness is creative, whether you focus on it or not. Your World is a mirror of your inner state of mind. But if you, like many books suggest, want to create your own reality, it is essential to realise that the most powerful is not base on willpower (active action) but on elf-consciousness (a type of alert passivity).
Changes in your material world, and with this we mean also your change of job, relation, house etc. is always an effect of an inner transformation process. Only when the conscious transformation is a fact, the physical world can join. If that inner transformation not has taken place, and you try to create it from the will, you call upon something artificial. You don’t create from the base of the souls. The essence of your soul speaks to you in moments of silence and humility. It speaks to you in moments of surrender and not knowing anymore. Especially the last one is important. Only when you go trough the face of not knowing, you can be open for something new. As long as you know precise what you want, you often limit the possibilities which are there (on energetic level). The new thing you are looking for (job, relation or what ever) doesn’t lie on the plane of the known but on the plane of the unknown. For to create something valuable is self acceptation many times more important then focussing your thought or your will. You can’t create something which you are not. Even if you recite thousand mantras and you create numerous positive images in your imagination; if then don’t match your inner state, they only create confusion and doubt (I’m trying but it doesn’t work).
Self acceptance is a form of love. Love is the biggest magnet for positive change in your live. If you love yourself, the rest comes automatically. When you love yourself, when you can appreciate yourself because of who you are now, with all your mistake en impurities, you attracted a reality that loves and appreciates you. Mistakes and impurities we put here between brackets because they only exist because you don’t accept yourself as you are. You judge sharp and hard on yourself, and what does it do to the creating process? It assures you attract similar energies in your neighbourhood.
Try not to create from a defensive mode: ‘It must be different; it must change, it must be better’. Create from love and self acceptance. feel your own energy, feel how beautiful and sincere you are, already now. That is all. Creating is acknowledging the light in you and with this germinates in your mental and material reality. It not rather willing, it’s about letting go.
When God created you as individual conscious forms, she never a moment pushes trough her will. She loved herself. On a certain moment she experienced the beams of an unknown light source, which came her way, and it felt good.
She experienced these light beams as coming from a reality that was bigger then her own. An unknown reality of which she felt intuitive she would be enriched by it. That was enough for her. She didn’t need to know more. The rays of the unknown source brought a kind of excitement in her, not unlike your feelings of being in love. And she found it was worth to experience this new wealth. The only essential ingredients in the creation process were self love and the willingness to change. And that are also the only elements you need to create your perfect reality.


End intermission
We have drifted away from the story by now. We felt it was worth while to emphasize that creation process are in essence the same, whether it is about the creation of a soul, a unicellular organism or a new house. The dynamic behind the creation process is always the same. And what we like to emphasize is that creating is a process where the passive female energy, is receptive for the unknown, and that self acceptance and letting go is in fact more precious that the over qualified male properties of willpower, focus and action.

Again we continue our story.

Most souls, who incarnate the First time on Earth, were at the beginning of their development. The flow of an elementary self consciousness, which we described as the birth of the soul, to a conscious individual and creative consciousness like you are, is an extremely long process ( in your terms). You can compare it in a certain way to the development of unicellular organism to a human. This comparison is in place in many ways. Not only to demonstrate the vast amount of the process, but also because there is a parallel between the development of the soul and the development of physical forms of expression. The development of (material) forms has equal pace to the development ‘collective) of the soul. As the soul in its expressions becomes more and more complex, she gets the need for richer expression possibilities. A unicellular organism doesn’t satisfy anymore. The material form and the inner development go hand in hand and influence each other.
That doesn’t mean earth souls have been incarnated in all animal forms before they showed up as human. It is much more capricious and adventurous then you expect. You are much self in control of what you experience. There is no god who dictates you something. So when you suddenly have the desire to experience what it means to live like a monkey, you may end up in a monkey body. At birth or as temporarily visitor. You as souls experiment on everything, you have received that desire for exploration from birth on. Some souls specialize themselves soon in the lives of certain shapes (for example who live in water) others try everything; the generalists you might call them. So it’s already so in an early stage of the soul development, that a certain individuality and uniqueness is drawn in a soul. There are certain interests or preferences present in a soul, which distinguish them from other souls. Common for all souls is, that they take on experience on their way, and the gradually need shapes (bodies) which are suitable for it. Bodies that embody enough complexity concerning sensory and physical abilities to express what lives within that consciousness.
The creation of man as a physical organism was a milestone in the development of physical forms. Incarnating in a human body represented a break with the animal consciousness. That break was situated in the First appearance of the free will. In the man ape the notion was present of a much bigger handling range then of the animal. Through the use of his thinking the man ape could control his environment far better then the animal en his experience World also different and bigger then the one of the animal. In the man ape grew the notion he could make choices. This gave him the feeling of power. With the arrival of free will and choice in the consciousness of the Earth souls, the ego came to live, the power centre that is centered on the will.
Before this centre awoke, life on Earth, fauna and flora, was under the guidance of angel like beings, who were represented by deva’s on ether level. The angel energy took care of the optimal growing and blooming of live, in the greatest possible harmony. The ether forms of the living creatures were receptive for the caring, mother like energy of the angel /deva empire. There was no inner drive to do it different, to go their own way.
With the awakening of the ego consciousness in the man ape, this need did awake. The Earth souls became aware they could take control, they could try new things, and they did; you can put that these ape man felt a kick in experimenting with their own power, their ability to take control over their environment. They redrew themselves from the natural order and wanted their own power, their own ability to experience to influence things. On that moment the higher guidance from the angels and deva empire was no longer for granted. These empires can only influence where there is admissibility for their energy. The energies of angels and deva’s are strictly non-interfering. They will never impose their will and will back away when they are not welcome.
With the arousal of the human ego, an end came about the protective status of live on Earth. The Earth souls were open to different outer influences, not only from the angel/deva empires, but also from several galactic or alien empires.

Galactic influence on human kind and Earth

With galactic or alien empires we aim for intelligent groups who are associated with certain star and planet systems in your universe, but not necessarely on your known material level. The galactic groups or communities where we point at, exist in general on a less dense, a less materialised World then the one of your Earth. These empires had watched till then the developments on Earth closely. Unique for Earth was that life ( and thus consciousness behind it) xould develop itself totaly free. The diversity of forms and the richness of it fulfilled these galactic spectators with awe and interest.They felt something special was going on.
The alien intelligence we speak about now, had more then a free interest in the developing human. They saw a chance in it to enlarge there power. Because of the development of the Earth souls in the human body was still very much open, they tought to determine the shape of humankind too. He Earth souls , because of the developing of the ego conscious, they were open to multiple influences; got under the influence ofthose alien races. You can easely say there was a war on because of mankind. Every system wanted that human kind as much as possible to represented aspects of itself. This gave her the possiobility to influence through human kinf areas which were not reachable fort hem otherwise.
Human kind threathened to become a straw man/poppet through this alien intervention. The own premature consciousness of the Earth souls almost died under the invasion of alien influences.Still this invasion was made possible by a change in consciousness of the Earth souls themselves. They attracted this reality, in the sense that equal attracts equal. The ego forces in the awakening consciousness of the Earth souls attracked ego forces from beyond; they made it possible that alien ego forces applied their influences. These galactic constellations operated on consciouslevel also base don the ego; but their technical possibilities were far more superior. Their motives were given in by the typical ego like need for conquer and control.
Concerning technology they used to influence mankind, one must think about forms of mind control. Imagine the human energy flied where in Earth souls manifested themselves was not totaly defined. There were unstable and experimental vibrations emerging, which could be received from outside and forwarded to certain ‘frames’. Think about certain frames of bandwidth of experience. So there was a high level of fear in the human consciousness to prevend them to operate outside the preset bandwidth . Further there was a big autorityfeeling imprinted in human conscuiousness , so the galactic rulers could impose thier power and control on the Eartsouls. The creation of a submissive and obedient charecteristic in the human consciousness was the most effective tool for this.
The premature and unformed consciousness of the Earth souls weren o match for the defined methodes of mid control exployed by the galactic emperiums. Their consciousness became a prisoner of this brain washing or mind control. You can easely imagine it as a mind straight jacket which has his result on the physical processes. This meant for instance that the processing of the human brain was limited by those alien intervention.
The galactic intruders pushes their forms or energies in human kind, but they couln’t really take their freedom away although how massive the influence of the alien, outer force was, the divine spark in the individual soul consciousness remained undestructable. Soul-energy can not be destroyed, itcan be veiled for a long time. Associated with this ego forces can not really be creative of distructive. They only can veil the divine spar kor hide it temporarely. Ego forces work in and with the domain of illusion and ignirance. These form the tools for ‘creating’.

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